Friday, July 28, 2006

I put this first on my blog in april just for fun and thought I should do it again for those who did not see it before.
Something for Fun!!
Eg.
1. 12 M in a Y = 12 Months in a Year
2. 26 L of the A
3. 7 W of the W
4. 1001 AN
5. 12 S of the N
6. 54 Cin the D (with the J)
7. 9 P in the SS
8. 88 PK
9. 13 S on the AF
10. 32 DF at which WF
11. 18 H on the GC
12. 90 D in a RA
13. 200 D for PB in M
14. 8 S on an SS
15. 3 BM (SHTR)
16. 4 Q in a G
17. 24 H in a D
18. 1 W on a U
19. 5 D on a ZC
20. 57 HV
21. 11 P on a FT
22. 1000 W that a P is W
23. 29 D in F in a LY
24. 64 S on a CB
25. 7 Y of BL
26. 50 S in the U
27. 640 A in a SM
28. 50 W to LYL
29. 101 P of F (TMLHB)
30. 2 S of R (in KRB)
31. 2 M in O
32. 1000 P of L
JULY 28
Nothing to exciting to write tonight just want to write a verse from James.
James 1:5&6
"If you need wisdom-if you want to know what God wants you to do-ask Him, and He will gladly tell you, He will not resent your asking. But when you ask Him, be sure you really expect Him to answer, for a doubtful mind is as unsettled as a waveof the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Also JULY 26
Just a replay of a good song and a good thing to remember that when things are not going your or the way YOU think they should go!! You have to CHOOSE to sing Halelujah!!
Hallelujah
Who can hold the stars and my weary heart? Who can see everything? I've fallen so hard, sometimes I feel so far, but not beyond Your reach. I could climb a mountain, swim the ocean, or do anything, but it's when You hold me that I start unfolding, and all that I can say is
Chorus
Hallelujah, Hallelujah,
whatever's in front of me help to sing Hallelujah,
Hallelujah, Hallelujah,
whatever's in front of me help to sing Hallelujah
I'll chose to sing Hallelujah
The same sun that rises over castles and welcomes the day, spills over buildings into the streets where orphans play and only You can see the good in broken things, You took my heart of stone and You made it home, and set this prisoner free
Chorus
JULY 26
Have you ever had plans to do something with someone only for them to cancel about an hour before it is going to happen. That is one thing that hurts me the most, I would much rather the person tell you that it is not going to work out or even if they say they don't want to or don't want to with me!! I find that easier to swallow then to be ditched last minute, cause usually they did not want to do it in the first place!! Sorry just a little venting! I am okay nowÞ
I have to get blood taken tomorrow and I really do not want to but need to for an appointment that I have. Then I will be visiting with one of my friends who has 2 little girls. This friend I lived with for my grade 12 year because my parents had move up here that year and I did not want to start a new school my graduating year! Anyways I haven't seen her in quite a while so I am pretty excited to do something with her and her BEAUTIFUL girls they are 4 and 2. If it is nice we are going to a park, if not I will go over there and just hang out for a bit. then I do not really have any plans so not sure what I'll do yet. I got my car fixed today they put in new spark plugs and something else that I do not remember and now I think my car is running really well so I am happy so far, plus I am going to Calgary on the long weekend so I had to get it looked at, as to not be stranded on the hiway!! Well, not to much other exciting stuff, to my praying friend out there, without giving to much info can I ask you to pray really hard for one of my friends. She is in a really tough spot right now and has been for the past couple of years and it seems to be just getting rougher and rougher and I do not know what to do, I pray for her soooo much and I just LOVE her so much that I really do not know what to do with her right now, thanks. Anyways It is late writing this one and I have to get up early so I will sign off for now!

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

JULY 25
Incase you all do not know my PASSIONS are kids and missions, that is why I am an advocate for Compassion Canada. I was watching a video the other day and it had Luis Palau talking about sponsering children through Compassion, one of the things he said is " Anyone can rescue a child but only Jesus can save a child" That is one of the major differences between Compassion and other organizations, we give ALL our children to hear about Jesus. ALL our work is through evangelical churches in the country and ALL the staff are nationals so they know the language the culture and what kinds of things are acceptable or not. I am hoping to go back to Nicaragua this year with Compassion and I have already seen how they work and the children and the churches and the schools etc, and I LOVE what I see, if you are more into the financial side of it they will open their books for you and show you where every penny is or has been spent. All I want is for the children to have safe and well established people to guide them in life. I guess that is all I have to say right now about that, not really sure why I wrote on Compassion but that is what I am about tonight I guess!!

Monday, July 24, 2006

JULY 24
Well the weekend is over and it is back to work for me. I enjoy being at work I just do not like getting there for some reason. I was saying to my mom earlier today that I could easily not work for my life just do volunteer stuff, but do not have the funds, she told me that I will just have to find or marry a philanthropist (sp?) I think that would be good. I would use the money to travel to the ends of the earth and so mother Teresa things, I would LOVE to do that, but alas I believe that is not in my future that I can see, because sadly I do not know any philanthropists!! Anyways, I have to go to work now so need to sign off.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

JULY 18
Well, I get this weekend off. This is goos for me as I really miss being at church, I am doing power point for all 3 services this weekend and I am really excited about it! I also get to be working with Cindy who is our worship arts director for the weekend and I absolutly LOVE her!! So work is keeping me busy, I have worked every night since thursday and I work untill friday, so needless to say I will be thankful for the weekend off. I have the travel bug so bad that I am trying to figure out the best and fastest way to make the most money and get out of here, as for what I would do and where I would go is unknow to me right now, as I have said in one of my other blogs, the ladies at the church are planning a trip to Kenya but not until March, I feel like I can not wait that long. I have an opportunity to go back to Nicaragua though at the end of October for a week and would really like to do that, but I am not sure where I will be financially at the point either. I am willing to save but am a little scared of what will happen if I do not get enough funds. I guess I will just have to do something else with them. Well we'll see. I am praying about but am having a hard time decifering between what I think God's will is and if He want's me to go or not.
My brother got his motorcycle stolen right off our driveway last night. We had 4 other vehicles around it to and we live at the end of a cul de sac and is not really that easy to get to so someone had to have been planning to tak it and followed him in or watched him other times. I hope that he gets it back as he has barely had it a month and was really excited about it. that's it for now folks, talk to you all later!!

Friday, July 14, 2006

JULY 14
I have been thinking lately that there is so much stupidness and corruption and deciept and things that block us from what is right and pure and noble and hinders us from hearing the voice of God Himeself who wants so badly to tell us things and the wonderful amazing thing He wants to use us for. Then when things do not go our way, and when we think that He is taking to long to do things for us, we have the audacity to be mad at Him when the reason why we are in the situation is we are in, is usually OUR fault in the first place. I can honestly say that I have never been mad at God, now I am not saying that I am perfect in any way, it's just that I have figured that I have absolutly no reason to be mad at God. He has ALWAYS been good to me even though a lot of time I have been stupid and made bad decisions and not prayed about things just did them my own way, or just been in rotten situations. I can say though that I have been confused by God, upset at situations that I have gotten in, and wondered why I have been allowed to stay in them so long. Then I try and figure out what God is trying to tell me or if it is in the past what lesson am I supposed to take from it, maybe I am supposed to meet someone or influence someone, or go through it to help someone else in the future by the lessons I ahve learned, who knows. In any case I have written down this song By Bethany Dillon, that I always hear the chorus ring in my ears when I am not wanting to be in that place or time and to just remember to say thank you for the things and people I do have (Phillipians 2:14 "DO EVERYTHING WITHOUT COMPLAINING OR ARGUING,") and think on things that are good (Phillipians 4:8 "FINALLY, BROTHERS, WHATEVER IS TRUE, WHATEVER IS NOBLE, WHATEVER IS RIGHT, WHATEVER PURE, WHATEVER IS LOVELY, WHATEVER IS ADMIRABLE--IF ANYTHING IS EXCELLRNT OR PRAISEWORTHY--THINK ABOUT THESE THINGS").
Hallelujah
Who can hold the stars and my weary heart? Who can see everything? I've fallen so hard, sometimes I feel so far, but not beyond Your reach. I could climb a mountain, swim the ocean, or do anything, but it's when You hold me that I start unfolding, and all that I can say is
Chorus
Hallelujah, Hallelujah,
whatever's in front of me help to sing Hallelujah,
Hallelujah, Hallelujah,
whatever's in front of me help to sing Hallelujah
I'll chose to sing Hallelujah
The same sun that rises over castles and welcomes the day, spills over buildings into the streets where orphans play and only You can see the good in broken things, You took my heart of stone and You made it home, and set this prisoner free
Chorus

Sunday, July 09, 2006

JULY 9
Sorry to all those who actually read this that I haven't posted in a while. Work has been keeping me quite busy and on my time off all I want to do is try to get together with friends. Tody ais sunday and I have been housesitting for a friend since thursday. They have a great big dog, a cat, sheep and a Gecko, which I ABSOLUTLY LOVE!! Guess what!! At my church they are trying to get a group of ladies and go to Kenya, Africa!! I can hardly wait I want to go so bad, I have wanted to go to Africa since I was 12. They are going in March of 2007 so I have a while to save up for it. Sorry I do not have a lot to say right at this very moment but I will try and keep this better updated in the future.